Survey. Survey. Survey.

Would you kiss anyone you have texts from in your phone?
I've kissed one of them, and I'd probably kiss the other one.

Honestly, if you could go back one month and change something would you?
I don't know, maybe?

Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2008?
Absolutely not.

Has anyone told you they missed you lately?
Nope.

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Sleeping.

Are there certain things that can't be joked about with you?
Yeah.

Who was your last text from?
Denzer.

Do you think there are circumstances when it's okay to wait for someone?
Well, yeah.

If you were kicked out of your current residence whom would you call?
Kristi.

What would you do if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
Uhhhhhh................. I'm not sure.

Do you still talk to the last person you kissed?
Yes.

What were you doing at 7:00 this morning?
Sleeping?

Is love really worth fighting for?
Sometimes.

Your phone is ringing. It's your ex. What do you say?
I'd be confused as to why he'd be calling, but I'd answer cause he's my son's dad.

Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?
Yes, I do.

Have you broken the law in the last 3 days?
Yes, actually.

Last person you rode in a car with under the age of 21?
Uh, Sarah?

When was the last time something bothered you?
Right now.

Was last night terrible?
Nope.

Are any of your texts in your inbox locked?
Nope.

If there were no letters on the keys on your keyboard could you still type?
Yeah. Probably.

Do you have a bad temper?
Not as bad as I used to.

Do you believe that there's good in everybody?
Yes.

What are you drinking right now?
Diet Pepsi.

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Nope.

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
Yes.

In the past week have you cried?
I started to earlier.

Who was the last person you hung out with?
Denzer.

Do you currently have a scar?
Yeah.

Could you go a day not talking to the last person you kissed?
I did that last week. It really sucked.

Who did you last hug?
Denzer.

Do you have a guy you can trust with everything?
My dad.

Where is the person you want most right now?
At home, asleep, like normal people do at 3am.

Have you ever tripped in public?
Yes.

How often do you go to the mall?
I did today for the first time in like, a month. I don't usually go.

Honestly how do you feel right now?
My neck hurts, but other than that, wide awake, again.

What grade is the last person you texted in? 
He's not in school.

What is wrong with you right now? 
My neck hurts.

Do you like hugs or do you freak when people hug you? 
Depends on who's hugging me.

Are you planning on going to college? 
Yeah.

Where did you first kiss the last person you kissed? 
Right here, actually.

Do you think it's attractive for a man to wear eyeliner? 
Nope.

List three TV shows you enjoy watching: 
Bad Girls Club, Teen Mom, and Jersey Shore.

Do you think you would look good with black hair? 
Yeah.

When is garbage day in your area? 
Monday and Thursday morning.

Do you like taking pictures of yourself? 
Sometimes. Lol.

Do you eat bananas? 
Yes.

Do your pets ever make you laugh? 
I don't see him enough.

What's the last thing you microwaved?: 
Milk.

Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?: 
Nope.

Do you say 'haha', 'lol', 'rofl' or something else?: 
Yeah.

Is there someone's house you feel more at home at than in your own?: 
Nope.

Do your parents like the last person you hung out with?: 
Yeah.

Is there anything green in the room you're in?: 
Lots of stuff.

Would you rather marry the last person you laughed with or the last person who called you?: 
The last person I laughed with.

If you went crying to the last person you kissed, what would they do?: 
Depends on what I was crying about.

What's the easiest thing to make you in a better mood?: 
My booger bear, Cash. (:

And the easiest thing to put you in a bad mood?: 
Be rude to me or my kiddo.

What color are your best friend's eyes?: 
Her eyes are blue.

Have you ever lead someone on?: 
If I did, I didn't mean to. :/

Would you be surprised if your best friend called you drunk?: 
Nope.

How would you react if your mom pierced her lip?: 
I'd be really confused.

Have you and a friend ever liked the same person? How'd it turn out?: 
Yeah, and it never turned out very well.

Have you been kissed in the past 24 hours?: 
Yes.

Is the last person you spoke to in love? With who?: 
Nope.

What would you rather be doing right now?: 
Cuddling.

When was the last time you were surprised? Good or bad?: 
Like, an hour ago. And it was horrible.

Have you ever broken up with someone, then had to see them every day?: 
Nope.

Do you know what you're wearing tomorrow?: 
Nope.

Are you someone who can't leave the house without being all done up?: 
No. I usually don't get all done up.

What was the last movie you saw on a date?: 
Thor.

If you wanted some fries right now, where would you go?: 
Nowhere.

What are you wearing to bed tonight?: 
I'm not sure, yet.

Do you know where the last person you hugged is right now?: 
He's at his house, asleep.

Do you own any sunglasses? Describe them.: 
I have like, 20 pairs.

What's the last thing you bought in a grocery store? How much was it?: 
Diet Pepsi, Advil PM, nail polish remover, and conditioner. It was $23 and some change.

Do you and your friends ever go out for dinner just for the fun of it?: 
Me and Kristi do.

Can you tell your mom anything?: 
Just about.

Has the last person you kissed ever taken their shirt off in front of you?: 
Yeah.

Where did you get the underwear you wore today?: 
Victoria's Secret.

Who was the last member of the opposite sex (other then fam) in your room?: 
Denzer.

Today I'm going to try and see how long I can go without eating. I don't know how well this is going to go, but I'm going to try. It's 9:30am and I've been awake since 8:00am. My stomach hasn't started growling, yet. If my internet was working, this would be a whole lot easier. It's been in and out since Sunday. Someone's supposed to be coming to see about it today.

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Well, I ate, but not much. It's about 1:15pm and I'm still really tired. I have a headache. I think I'm going to take a nap with my son when he goes to sleep.

Two hard-boiled eggs : 148
Two pickles : 10
And I have some Jello setting up in the fridge. I don't know how much of it I'm going to eat, though. It's strawberry, and I'm not a fan of strawberry.

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Rasberry Nutri-Grain Bar : 120
Strawberry Jello : 10

For dinner tonight we're having baked sweet potatoes (158) and pork chops (167)

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Dinner -
Baked Sweet Potato : 158
Pork Chops : 167
Broccoli : 50

Snack -
Strawberry Jello : 10
Cinnamon Toast Crunch w/o milk : 130

Total for the day : 803

And now it's bed time. Iv'e got to work tomorrow.

^^Love the top.

^^Love the girl on the left. She's amazing.

^^Love her hair.

^^She's really cute.

Breakfast -
Strawberry Yogurt Burst Cheerios : 160

Lunch -
Black Bean Burger on a Sandwich Thin w/ Mustard :

220
Carrots : 25
Unsweet Tea : 0

Dinner -
Asian Salad : 400-ish?

Snack -
Diet Pepsi : 0
Vanilla Wafers w/ Peanut Butter : 235
Peanuts : 140

Today's Total : 1180

I don't know why I'm having so much trouble staying on my diet. I spend so much time thinking about what I'm eating, but I haven't had much self control. I've been looking at thinspo, almost non-stop. I have got to lose weight. It's not an option anymore. I need someone to support me.

It's bed time. I have to work in the morning.

This is one of my best friends, Lauren. She's soooo stinkin' gorgeous.

Thinspo:

Mini Wheats w/ 1/2 c 2% milk: 465


So, basically I couldn't update on my life or anything last night cause I was holding my baby. Not a whole lot has happened. I kind of don't have a life outside of mommy-hood. I work two days a week, and I didn't work at all last week cause we were completely snowed in. That means I haven't had any contact with anyone other than family in quite some time. It really kind of sucks. I've talked to my two best friends, Kristi and Lauren, but I haven't really seen them. I'm supposed to see Kristi tonight, but she flakes a lot, so we'll see. I'm not sure what we're going to be doing. I think we're going shopping. I need to get a dress for my brother's wedding. And a couple of nice tops. I don't have any. I always wear t-shirts and v-necks, and that's it.

I'm watching Catch Me If You Can and it's on the opening part. I don't know how many of you remember it, but my son is mesmerized. It's really cute. He turned six months old yesterday. I can't believe it. It's been half a year since I had him. And his dad has only seen him three times. It's pretty ridiculous, actually. He wasn't there the day he was born and didn't meet him till my son was six weeks old, but he expects me to just let him sign the birth certificate and let him take my son places whenever he feels like it. Every time I tell him no, he asks if he's really the dad. Of all the people I've hooked up with since I was 14-years-old, I wouldn't choose to pin my son on him if I didn't know for sure that he was his dad.

I need to get up and get started on cleaning the house. I don't know why I'm being so lazy today. I wanted to work out before I got in the shower, but I don't know if that's going to happen. I'll work out before I go to bed tonight.

1 Brown Sugar Cinnoman Pop Tart: 210

PB&J w/o Crust: 162

Apple Sauce: 50

1 1/2 c Corn Chowder: 345

Shredded Cheese: 28

10 Saltine Crackers: 120

Whate Christmas Tea: 0

1/2 Honey Crisp Apple: 40

3tbsp Mini Chocolate Chips: 240

Tazo Passion Tea: 0

Popcorn: 80

Total: 1285

I'd update about my life, but my son woke up and now I'm holding him. Time to wash my face and crash.